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Subject: i ve screwed up everyone... yaaaaaaaay.. he he he
From: deeyala fander
Date: Wed, 16 Mar 2005 14:11:35 -0800 (PST)
    

i couldnt do it "indefinitely" julie, and it took me so little to revert to 
my old eating habits .. for one week it went great.. even my s-days went 
great...
i know i told deb "nothing is worth ruining ur day for" and eventhough i 
still think this way... the fact remains the same: it took so little to ruin TWO DAYS 
for me......! just one phone call from my ex, followed by a reeeeeeeeally bad day at 
college was all it took for me to feel it s"OK" to screw up..! not solely 
is it a matter of "comfort eating" but more of "every single aspect of 
my life is a total mess so why sould this be an exception?" - kind -of - 
thing...!
i couldnt handle it as well as u did, deb..
and my screwing up wasnt a matter of quantity but of returning back to my 12 meals 
per day.. no shovelgloveing.. and loads and loads of "seconds".. i am not 
really a "sweets person".. but even a packet of those came in handy... he 
he he...!
so i screwed it up... and i ll try not to do it again (a more bright attitude)... but 
i am sort of worried cause nosdiet worked great for me as long as i was feeling 
great..... it didnt work when i was depressed.....!
love
dee




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