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<gobrien25@c...> wrote:
> Sorry to hear that you had a slip up, Debbie. Here's a big hug! It
sounds like you were able to see the silver lining in the cloud,
though. Having that overfull feeling fresh in your memory may help
you stay on track for awhile. Try not to beat yourself up too much.
Today is another day. Your slip-up wasn't that serious.
....Thanks Nancy! :)
I wish that the "Soup Nazi" from Seinfeld was there to say "No Soup
*seconds* for you!" (ha ha thanks Bonnie!)
Actually, the more I think about it, I realize that this is one of
the real real ancient bad habits, therefore, a much more dangerous
adversary... Confession time all. When my mom used to make soup it
was so delicious... She made all kinds like Potato and fried onions
soup... mmmmm! and mushroom barley, etc... Well I couldn't resist
back then either and I used to eat it right out of the pot, with a
*LADLE*!
How's that for unaccountability :) (is that a word?)
This seems ridiculous now, but I realize that for a good portion of
my life, I had a destructive mindset, from total denial, that if it
wasn't on a plate, it didn't really count! With NoS thank God, this
old and very stubborn habit, is really starting to get phased out...
Infact the day before, we went out and got some fast food, but no
soda for me or extras like fries, and I insisted that we wait an
extra 5 or 10 minutes to come home and eat it at the dinner table...
Eating on the run is another killer, because it just doesn't seem
to "count" in your mind... There's a lot to be said about ritual and
having your food on a plate...
Come to think of it, I wasn't even sitting at the table yesterday, I
had the soup overdose sitting infront of the tv on the couch! Well
as you said it was a pretty good lesson, in many ways for me... Just
so you all know, on the surface I may sound like I'm beating myself
up over a mere "slip" but really I am just trying to face reality
and make it very "open and out there" because when I do that, I feel
more accountable and better in the end... I think I am doing great
and my personal goal this Winter was simply to *not gain* NoS is
really helping and I don't intend on giving up... Sorry though for
all the whiny bitchy crappy sentiments, I don't want to be a downer,
but hey, you all are my "lifeline" :)
ps. Cat thanks too! Actually it was quite spicy but I didn't want
to have meat in it this time... Maybe if I had some, it would have
been different, but I think I can just chalk this one up to just
going wacko on a very boring cold day, when I needed some warmth and
comfort :)
Love and Peace (and no soup for me, at least till tomorrow)
Deb
I was so hungry because I hadn't eaten a
> sensible dinner. (All I had was a bowl of ramen noodle soup.) It
> made me realize that I really need to make an effort to plan
> nutritious, high-quality meals, and making sure each meal includes
a
> serving of protein probably wouldn't be a bad idea, either.
>
> Have a great day,
> Nancy
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